I sometimes dislike that I am such a damn good cook.<br><br><br><br>
I'll make something, like my pasta (it really kicks arse) but because it is so good I'll eat too much too quickly, then later feel ill.<br><br>
And I do it SO often.
I don't like my southern half...too bootay if you know what I mean <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/images/smilies/grin.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title=""> But, I'm workin' it..when I get there I'm gonna post before and after pics.
Here's what I hate: That I would never actually tell anyone what I really hate about myself.<br><br><br><br>
Lately, after unburying some of my early photog works, I have come to the realization that I am a horrible, lazy waste of talent. That bothers me.<br><br><br><br>
And I'm self-concerned to a fault, closed, a bit selfish, and I waste an awful lot of time.<br><br><br><br>
Perforated bovine, I have much that I dislike about myself! I talk too much (see slut thread posts from today), I don't think about some things I say, I can be entirely too selfish, I waste time, I get afraid and then don't act, I eat too much junk (but today went well; I was proud of myself), I don't get enough exercise, I don't get enough sleep, I don't do my homework when I should, and I focus on myself too much.<br><br><br><br>
Shall I mention that I have changed dramatically in the past two and half years? I used to be much worse.
i have lots. but i'm far too negative these days and am trying to force myself to think more positively, especially about myself. so i'm not gonna tell <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/images/smilies/tongue3.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="">
Ok, this is going to my third post in this thread. Hopefully I won't delete this one.<br><br><br><br>
I dislike that I have self-esteem issues. Lately, I been getting body image and food issues again. I hate that the most.<br><br><br><br>
I also dislike that I have this competitive thing going on with people my age. I have to be the best, have the highest grades, and must be above average grade wise (which I am). I think I'm getting worse on the competitive thing, 90's use to be good, but now I have two grades under 98 (92 & 96) and I'm freaking out.<br><br><br><br>
Oh, and I dislike that I'm addicted to VB.
Apple- Cool Im not the only one then. I am like that too I have to compete agaisnt everything. Like at school I used to not care but now I always want to get the best grade. i even made a bet with my friend id get a higher grade then her in algebra and I was so mad when i lost the bet by a whole 2 percent! And when i get my report card want better then my sister and brother get. And not only school but in everything else I always get mad when I lose a game or something. I feel like I have to be perfect at everything or I get upset.<br><br>
The things that I dont like about myself is probably how Im lazy. I also dont like how I can be selfish sometimes.
This has been on my mind a lot lately, because I'm a brooding teenager and I'm in this weird situation and I can't understand how an older man can like me (a student teacher, and he's not much older...but still.). Okay, *deep breath*:<br><br><br><br>
I hate the way I look.<br><br>
I have a distorted view of my own body.<br><br>
I obsess over stupid, insignificant things.<br><br>
I am extremely high-strung and I have severe anxiety problems, and when I'm stressing out, I don't eat and/or I vomit after eating and I don't sleep enough.<br><br>
I hate how I procrastinate so much, which leads to the above anxiety problems.<br><br>
I'm extremely passive (which is actually a recent thing for me...).<br><br>
I have a low self esteem and I put myself down all the time.<br><br>
I cry too much.<br><br>
There's a lot more I don't like about myself, but I'll stop now. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/images/smilies/grin.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="">
I hate that I don't share my innermost thoughts and feelings, that I don't ever really share things that are very personal. I hate that I'm extremely emotional, but keep it inside. I hate that I care what others think of me.
.....I hate that I'm not the person I "could have been", or could become......<br><br><br><br>
Why do I so often choose the easy road and not deal with the problems with in me.<br><br><br><br>
I <b>know</b> that if I would have heart to start changing myself, it would be better for the people I meat in real-life, and more important better for myself.<br><br><br><br>
If I think about myself in this way: <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/images/smilies/spew.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title=":spew:"><br><br><br><br>
I think of myself as a "good guy": why do I act like a "loser".?
I dislike that I have patience with people <i>except</i> for those that are pesimistic or all-knowing or arrogant. Believe me, I've worked on patience with these people and I still can't seem to find any <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/images/smilies/sad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="">
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