i will go through weeks where i won't eat at all, then i go through weeks where all i do is binge and i feel terrible all the time. i don't know what to do, when i'm on a binge i am even eating dairy product some of the time(when i used to be vegan)that makes me feel terrible, like i don't care about animals anymore or something like i am a traitor. i feel like i can't control myself and i try so hard too. i exercise like a maniac, and food/not eating food is always always always on my mind. i don't even know where to begin, as to getting things back to healthy.. any advice at all would be appreciated.