Hey all! Jinx again! Just wanted to say about my new found illness... It's been 3 months roughly since ive been dealing with dry eyes, fish oil helps a little. Going to try biotears, if that fails other products. Here's the problem thought, i have depression so when i cry it makes me feel better but because of this illness i have a huge lack of tears, castor oil helps but hoping it wont be long til i feel better. I'm so depressed even more so, i miss my white coloured eyes... :crying::crying: it looks red and constricting in veins/vessels. My boyfriend helps me keep somewhat going 0 I find it so hard to stay motivated, he keeps telling me things will change, i know it will. But its like, how long? Will it be this? Or something else? I dont get infections or burning, gladly... I'm trying to fix it before it gets anymore worse... But I find im lacking motivation, I was on anti-depressants before, but im debating wont this make matters worse? Is there anything that can lift my mood? I thought my depression was gone Sadlyy not the case.... :crying:crying: I'm sorry if this is highly depressive. It's just so hard, i find it difficult doing things i use to do before hand, im only 18... I know its menopause that caused it. It just drives me through the wall, I know once i get it better I want to wear make up and contacts... I'm not right now, because my eyes look ugly and it would make it worse. I know my oil glands are unblocked because when i wake up i get yellow dried up crusts. Most days i feel like screaming and wondering why the hell did it have to happen to me? (i know its selfish) But i loath this, i never thought it would happen. I've tried vitamins, eyesight Rx, and evening primrose which did not help me, only fish oil. Help...?