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i seem to be going through a bad patch in my life and the only one i want to blame is God. i hate him for even making the world. I feel so mad I could scream. And though i remain silent I continue to scream inside. I feel like there is a demon in me lighting flames of anger and hatred. The reason I remain silent is because nobody wants to hear about other peoples problems and I dont want my friends to stop hanging around me if they knew my feelings. i dont want to annoy anyone or bother them. But my mom seems to have figured some of this out and wants me to go talk to someone if i dont want to talk to her. i feel confused about everything. I dont want to see my mom crying anymore because of me and becasue she thinks im sad. Because I hate to see the pain i have caused on her just by no longer caring about my life. i just want to know how can i convince her im fine. and if there is anyone who has ever been through anything like this that has advice or can help please post here or pm me. thanks