Ok so I've been veg for over 4 months now with no problems. Meat disgusts me. No worries I'll never touch the stuff again. Went vegan a month and half ago and keep running into temptations
Even though milk makes me want to be sick, I am in love with cheese. It's my kryptonite
Once I found tofutti singles though, I dropped dairy completely (That was all that made me not vegan anyway)
So now after 6 weeks I've been hit so many times with the will power struggle. People at work will go out to lunch and drag me with them and there will be nothing vegan friendly on the menu. I normally get salad when this happens but a lot of places only have red wine vinegar. Since the promotion this happens a lot more and I normally decline the offer for lunch, but sometimes I don't have a choice. Vendors come by often and want to take all of the PC Techs out to lunch while they talk about new improvements to the hardware we're using. They sometimes just bring in 10 pizzas (like today) and load it up on the table next to me and I just eat my pb&j sandwich or an amy's bowl or something while they chow down. The whole time telling myself it's for the greater good.
I've had a hard struggle with this and it makes me want to break down and cry. I shouldn't have these temptations. I've seen what they do to these animals. I know how bad it is for me to eat it. I know better but I still can't help but crave the cheese pizza. If they had breadsticks, I would have probably caved and ate one or two without even asking what they were made with.
I'm just so scared I will cave in. Today I came so close. I'm proud of myself I didn't but also ashamed that I came as close as I did. And I'm worried about next month as well. I'll be out of town from the 6th to the 8th and I'm not even sure if there will be any vegan options where I'm going. I think it's in California so the flight will be long and I'm sure the meal won't be vegan.
How do others deal with this? Please give me help and strength. I really need it
Troub come talk some sense in me before I falter
/edit/ said next week, meant next month.. corrected sorry


So now after 6 weeks I've been hit so many times with the will power struggle. People at work will go out to lunch and drag me with them and there will be nothing vegan friendly on the menu. I normally get salad when this happens but a lot of places only have red wine vinegar. Since the promotion this happens a lot more and I normally decline the offer for lunch, but sometimes I don't have a choice. Vendors come by often and want to take all of the PC Techs out to lunch while they talk about new improvements to the hardware we're using. They sometimes just bring in 10 pizzas (like today) and load it up on the table next to me and I just eat my pb&j sandwich or an amy's bowl or something while they chow down. The whole time telling myself it's for the greater good.
I've had a hard struggle with this and it makes me want to break down and cry. I shouldn't have these temptations. I've seen what they do to these animals. I know how bad it is for me to eat it. I know better but I still can't help but crave the cheese pizza. If they had breadsticks, I would have probably caved and ate one or two without even asking what they were made with.
I'm just so scared I will cave in. Today I came so close. I'm proud of myself I didn't but also ashamed that I came as close as I did. And I'm worried about next month as well. I'll be out of town from the 6th to the 8th and I'm not even sure if there will be any vegan options where I'm going. I think it's in California so the flight will be long and I'm sure the meal won't be vegan.
How do others deal with this? Please give me help and strength. I really need it

Troub come talk some sense in me before I falter

/edit/ said next week, meant next month.. corrected sorry
