depressed...?

i feel really pathetic posting this needy post

but i was just coming up to my two month veganniversary and then i find out that i have been drinking non vegan oatley

i can't believe it cause when i went to the health food shop and asked the lady for help (she was vegan) she never said that the fortified one wasn't vegan

i feel like its two months down the drain

two months of not eating any animal products, i even changed my toothpaste, shampoo and soap! but then all the time ive been drinking animal products i feel really hypocritical cause i've told people i'm vegan when its come up in conversation and now i feel like i have been lying to everyone...