Im changing this to just Gay and confused now...
This was my first thought. Maybe you'll get a date, or maybe you'll just make some friends with people who understand what you're going through. But it certainly can't hurt. We all need to hang out with others like ourselves sometimes - that's why there's so many veg*ns here on VB.Originally Posted by Purp
Is there a Gay straight alliance or some other LBGTQ? Club at your University?
That's good, I'm glad to hear that. Some religions are cool about that. I know the Episcopalians and Methodists are. Keep up the good work, and I hope it lasts for you, too.Originally Posted by Dark Lord
Hey folks. Cheers for the messages.
Its weird, the day after posting this I got a funny urge to go to church, not usually the place I would look for homosexual tollerance, but I went anyway. The service was fairly neutral, with some ideas I support and others that I dont, so nothing groundbreaking but being somewhere else for a while got me out of my little bubble of self hatred and back into some sort of even mentallity.
Ive taken up writting F*** it! on my wrist to remind me not to take myself too seriously.
Today all is well, my emotions are fine, even round my friend and Im much happier in myself. I still have alot to get used to. Not being able to be like my friends my take abit of getting used to, but I think like you say, talking to more Gay people will help.
I avoided this at first because I dont like the idea of thinking of gays as something new/ different I suddenly needed to hang round with. I gnerally find the way to avoid titles and prejudice is not to attept to differentiate, but just to find similaraties. I digress.
Anyway the point is the world looks brighter to me today, I just need to get this feeling to last.