I don't have many fellow vegetarians in my life, aside from my auntie, and one uncle out of nine. I haven't any veggie friends either, at least not online. Whenever I think of what I've seen from the meat industry etc, it makes me not only angry and despairing towards that itself, but also towards my family & friends. I don't take it out on them, I keep it suppressed. It's as if by eating meat they think the horror involved is perfectly healthy. I doubt my mother could sit through a MeetYourMeat video, but she'd still eat meat without a thought. As for my friend, he doesn't seem to care either. Now and again he'll make meat references and jokes, nothing in your face or vile, but enough for me to question his inconsideration towards my vegetarianism. I've contemplated not seeing him anymore, even though he's the closest friend I've ever had and we always have a good time together. Surely that's not right is it? It feels hard when you're emotionally isolated from everyone else.