My cheese cravings are getting annoyingly out of control. Ive been veg for 4 years and they just get worse all the time. i fantasize about cheese more than sex. I go on organic valleys site and drool and daydream about making a pizza with provolone, mozzerella and parm topped really thick and the glorious chewy stretchy texture. Making pizzas with daiyas weirdly way too white mozz that never fully melts is just making it worse. I have a confession this jan i was drinking and opened my friends fridge and totally destroyed her stuffed shells. I was like a train barrelling off the tracks, whats crazy is that i dont want animals to suffer and have been so dedicated but it tasted so heavenly i hardly felt bad. Awful, i know. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/images/smilies/sad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title=""> i really dont know what to do, ive strongly considered vegetarianism for cheese alone. My problem is i miss pizza the most. It was always my favorite and its sorely lacking with soy cheeses and daiya. I feel incredibly deprived without it. Ive watched videos of dairy farms an dhave been doubling up reading about how cruel dairy production is but its not squashing the cravings. I really neded to vent about this, any comments are appreciated. Please dont judge me.