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i need a few thoughts on this, if you have time ..<br><br><br><br>
i used to post a lot about calorie freak outs, in teh ED days but ive kicked that pretty much. the only thing limiting me now is this intense fear of cancer. its always been there but i never knew what i could do short of smoking to prevent it.<br><br>
when i found out about all the nutritional stuff you can do, and what a huge part diet plays in it all, it just spurred on the decisions id made (for ethical reasons) already .<br><br>
i definetely see that i got a little TOO obsessive, to the point where the stress probably worsened health anyway! lol.<br><br>
controlled everything to the letter. avoided a lot of fruits because of sugar and all this other stuff.<br><br>
and only recently decided its better to live a good life than a bizarrely restricted one.<br><br>
so since then i feel like ive been 'slack'. i eat crumpets and white flour on occasion. i eat fruit. etc etc. and i feel bad about it but know im actually better off.<br><br>
BUT...a doctor said to me the other day, that in REALITY the connection between food and cancer is NOT as great as claimed. that its the largest controllable factor, but that controllable factors make up such a tiny percentage that its not as relevant as a lot of people feel.<br><br>
yes healthy things are better for you, you'll live better, have better health and vitamins in you and what not, but that straying will not damage you (unless its in a cardiac kind of way with too much fat etc) .<br><br>
that linda mc C was an organic vegan (i always thought she ate dairy??) and died of breast cancer, for example.<br><br>
this thought does two things.<br><br>
a) it gives me this weird sense of relief. i dont really miss 'bad' foods, i love what i eat. but it WOULD be kind of cool to lift the bans even more...<br><br><br><br>
b) this huge fear, in maybe accepting that there IS a possibilty i or someone i love gets sick. i know no amount of diet can prevent it, i always knew that, but i didn't realise the small part it played. that...is so scary.<br><br><br><br>
anyway, doctors though, also haven't supported my vegetarianism/veganism in the past..so i dont wanna totally accept this til i guage some other opinions. and part of those, are yours!!<br><br><br><br>
...anyone? <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/images/smilies/smiley.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="
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i used to post a lot about calorie freak outs, in teh ED days but ive kicked that pretty much. the only thing limiting me now is this intense fear of cancer. its always been there but i never knew what i could do short of smoking to prevent it.<br><br>
when i found out about all the nutritional stuff you can do, and what a huge part diet plays in it all, it just spurred on the decisions id made (for ethical reasons) already .<br><br>
i definetely see that i got a little TOO obsessive, to the point where the stress probably worsened health anyway! lol.<br><br>
controlled everything to the letter. avoided a lot of fruits because of sugar and all this other stuff.<br><br>
and only recently decided its better to live a good life than a bizarrely restricted one.<br><br>
so since then i feel like ive been 'slack'. i eat crumpets and white flour on occasion. i eat fruit. etc etc. and i feel bad about it but know im actually better off.<br><br>
BUT...a doctor said to me the other day, that in REALITY the connection between food and cancer is NOT as great as claimed. that its the largest controllable factor, but that controllable factors make up such a tiny percentage that its not as relevant as a lot of people feel.<br><br>
yes healthy things are better for you, you'll live better, have better health and vitamins in you and what not, but that straying will not damage you (unless its in a cardiac kind of way with too much fat etc) .<br><br>
that linda mc C was an organic vegan (i always thought she ate dairy??) and died of breast cancer, for example.<br><br>
this thought does two things.<br><br>
a) it gives me this weird sense of relief. i dont really miss 'bad' foods, i love what i eat. but it WOULD be kind of cool to lift the bans even more...<br><br><br><br>
b) this huge fear, in maybe accepting that there IS a possibilty i or someone i love gets sick. i know no amount of diet can prevent it, i always knew that, but i didn't realise the small part it played. that...is so scary.<br><br><br><br>
anyway, doctors though, also haven't supported my vegetarianism/veganism in the past..so i dont wanna totally accept this til i guage some other opinions. and part of those, are yours!!<br><br><br><br>
...anyone? <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/images/smilies/smiley.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="