I don't understand what is going on. About a month ago or so I cooked a whole chicken to eat with family and while I was eating it I had a sudden image in my head of all the things the chicken needs to go through for me to be eating it at that moment. I had to spit it out. I couldn't eat chicken after that. With other meat sometimes I wasn't strong enough to eat it, sometimes I could eat it if I wasn't thinking about it, especially things like McDonalds with tastes that I am very used to. But I can't eat any meat anymore. I just look at it and it looks weird, irrational. I think I shouldn't really be eating this, it doesn't make sense. And then I get disgusted and feel sick. I now reached a point where I can't even try any more. The thought makes me sick. What's going on? Is this a phase? Or should I just give in an be a vegetarian? Anyone had similar experiences? Any suggestions would be much appreciated. Thanks.