Confess the stuff you normaly wouldn't.

I can't fall asleep by myself.. EVER. Someone else must be there with me or I will stay awake all night. I am 19, and this is sad. Good thing I share a bedroom with my boyfriend.



ETA: Well, I shoudln't say ever because I can nap by myself during the day without a problem.

suckers and lolipops still have a way of cheering me up. one dum dum, and i'm happy for the rest of the day.

I think beer tastes like rotten wheat smells.



Wait . . . I admit that all the time.

I am seriously terrified of the dark. I have to have some sort of light on. I leave my bedroom door open, or leave my closet light on when I sleep. I also can't wear panties, they annoy me. Thongs all the way.

Oh, I am also completely obsessed with animes. Once I start watching a series, I HAVE to finish the whole thing or I go insane. I seriously lay around wondering what is going to happen next. Like Fushigi Yuugi, Netflix doesn't have the entire series and I have watched disc 1-5. I am seriously going insane because I HAVE to see the rest of it. I guess being addicted to animes is better than drugs?

i really really really want to kiss a guy with a tongue peircing....

- i have a thing for firemen

- i have a thing for musicians. particularly punk or emo

- i have a thing for emo boys

- i am completely obsessesd with mermaids

- i am addicted to One Tree Hill, and I cried when hailey left nathan to pursue her singing career.

- i want to be a mermaid

- i am addicted to myspace and xanga

- i think aol instant messenger is the greatest thing ever invented

- i love soy dogs and can eat them any time of the day, even for breakfast

- i never ever do my homework at home, i always do it in homeroom

- i secretly have a love for the song "Drop It Like It's Hott" by Snoop Dogg, and "Lean Back" by Fat Joe. those are the only 2 rap songs I will listen to.

- i love reading peoples xanga's or livejournals

- i love logging into myspace and seeing "New Messages" in red. It makes me feel all smiley. Or "New Friend Requests" in blue.

- i am addicted to surveys....seriously

- i love randomly dancing in the mall, or at the bowling alley. just to get people to stare. and i honestly don't care what they think about me. cuz i love randomly dancing. i dance everywhere i go.

- i love the local goodwill. they have great finds. ((i never admit it))

- i love clearance racks where you can get skirts for $2....((never admitted that))

- i love being freaky sometimes

- i like kissing hot emo boys with lip piercings...



haha i have never openly admitted those. i might deny them....but i love it!

Same here... *goes to eat a tootsie pop*

Uh...



I love to do things that make my parents think I'm insane.

Guys with nipple piercings are hot.

I think that this one paticular llama named Primo is hot.

I would love to make out with M*A*S*H's Hawkeye Pierce.

I wish I was a genius.

I have all of the NSYNC cds, and sometimes I get the urge to listen to them.

I admire vegans.

I really don't like to hurt people. But I will if you touch me.

I often wish I were a dolphin.

I've been afraid of hamburgers since I was five or six. (I once threw up later the same day I ate one)

Veggie burgers also scare me a little, though not near as much.

I am always writing Harry Potter fanfics about Remus and Sirius falling in love... never after they've been together for a while, though, and only one is planned where they're already together at the start of the fic.

I daydream about being in Harry Potter books all the time.

In them, I often become a dolphin animagus.

[Fruitarian_Girl-I am seriously terrified of the dark. I have to have some sort of light on. I leave my bedroom door open, or leave my closet light on when I sleep.



Same here.

Emo stuff scares me.

I can't figure out why people drink.

Care bears are for toddlers!!

I don't like it when people look up to me. They always end up ruining themselves.

- the only reason I'm cooperating right now with everything is that I'm terrified of having to be hospitalized again. I honestly would still rather be sick or dead than anything else, even though I'm glad if I've gotta be alive and well, that I'm with Mouse and budda.



- I sometimes wish Natalie had never been born.



- I've been lying to my parents about almost everything at school for... months. They think my grades are fantastic, that I'm enjoying the hell out of it, and that I've got lots of friends. when in reality, my grades are not good, I have really no friends, and I absolutely hate it there.



- I want a baby, but the very idea of sex grosses me out.



- When I do have my babies, I desperately want them to all be daughters. The idea that I might love a daughter more than a son if I have both scares me to death, as well as the idea that, if I have only a son (or sons) that I might love them less because they're not girls.

- i am terrified of the dark and clowns...but everyone should know that by now

- i'm afraid of ghosts...from past experiances

- i ask my parents for money and lie about what i'm going to bye with it

- i sometimes go out of my way to pass by this totally hott emo boy in school. just for glance.

I don't like girls or boys in a romantic way.

I do like pasta, but not in a romantic way.

I have hairy arms.

I hate to take showers.

I hate to brush my teeth.

I hate to get haircuts.

I love to think.

- i love pearls. not the real ones. but the ones you can get at Claires or the Icing for $12. and their really long. They make me feel like i'm a girl from the 20's.

- i love plastic tiaras, and pink feather boas. i just love walking around in them.

- in the beginning of the summer I don't eat...I call it fasting...just so I can make sure I will look good in a bathing suit

- i sometimes invision scary things in my room and convince myself there is something not normal in the room. to the point where i cry.

- i hear voices outside my window ay 2 in the morning every morning. voices i know no one else can hear. ((i've had my mom listen...with the window open...she didn't hear anything. but i heard it))

- i hear a little girl crying on my steps. ((You can choose to believe me or not on this one. i know what i heard, and i even investigated it))

- i have seen a cat in my bed that is not my own one second, and the next second its gone. (( you can choose to believe me or not. but i know what i see. and it doesn't matter what you say or think. because I know what i saw))

- i am freakishly scared of all bugs, and most furry creatures.

- i hate dogs. i don't like them jumping all over me

- i hate my real father with a passion...but then again I love him and miss him more than I admit

- i believe my father stands next to me

- the smell of roses comforts me, cuz I know my father is near

- I believe that when I see rays of sunshine peaking through the clouds that there is still hope, and there might possibly be a god

- i am struggling to understand where I stand with religion.

- i can't wait to get out of woodbury...but i secretly love living here. i love everything about woodubury. and i know i am going to miss it this summer, and when I leave for good. there is no place else like woodbury

- i love keeping my windows open during the summer just to hear the train. and that buzzing noise you only hear during the summer. and the grasshoppers...gotta love them



i could go on forever. there is many things people don't know about me, because I choose not to tell anyone. but i trust you guys, so i am opening up and admitting these things.

^^^i love thinking at night time. i think when i am lying down at night time I do some of my best thinking.

I get 2-hour crushes all the time. Occasionally they last all day...



I lie to my Mom a lot about where I am after school so I don't have to pick up my brother



I almost quit my sport because my grades were so bad my coach wouldn't let me participate this year.. this has been going on all year

-I am secretly in love with my best friend, and he has no idea. and I cannot stop thinking of him and it's tearing my heart into peices.

- I have the same nightmare all the time where I'm driving in a car with no steering wheel and I keep going faster and faster and losing control

-my parents know nothing about me or about what I do when I'm not with them.

-my other best friend tried to kill herself and I was the only one who knew

-On the outside I'm nice to most everyone, but I have HORRIBLE thoughts about people, and if people could read my mind, I would be in prison.

-most of my friends say I've been abandoning them lately, and truth be told, I wish I could abandon most of them



and much much more....

I love dark gloomy days

^^^i'm the exact opposite. I love warm sunnydays. no wind, no rain, no gloom

I think my parents believe I'm a huge failure.

I forgot one. My brother is dropping out of high school to hitchhike and do drugs and so on, so now all my parents hopes of having a "normal kid" lie on me, when in fact, I hate school and wish I were my brother. and I like dreary days too

*I always feel like I'm either way better than everyone else and that I'm wasting my life associating with them or that I'm worthless and I'm taking up everyone's time.

*I cry when people go out of their way to be nice to me.

*I get angry when I can't watch my television shows (Joan of Arcadia, Gilmore Girls, America's Next Top Model) because they're the only escape from reality that I have.

*I work to the point of collapse for school because I feel the need to prove to myself that I'm better than everybody else.

*I get so lonely at night that sometimes I sneak out of my house and run 2 miles to the grocery store just to see some people...just being with people makes me feel like I have friends.

*I cry when other people cry.

*I cry for TV shows.

*I cry when I laugh.

*I cry myself to sleep most nights.

*I cry a lot.

*I feel like, when my mom died, my entire life was ripped into pieces by some malevolent force of nature.

I confess! I . . . can't think of anything else to confess



A little help here?

sometimes i think i care about people too much

chocolatelover, I'm the same way! I get my feelings hurt a lot.



Scratch, read the other posts and see if they give you any ideas.

Aw it just doesn't work



Something will occur to me eventually.



. . . still waiting . . .



. . . um, I'll come back later . . .