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Join Date: Apr 2013
Location: Minnesota
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Thank you for sharing this, I know it cant be easy to put yourself out there like this! its odd to say but I've always been a little jealous of people with such natural/ organic fluid movements that they can do things like this.
I cant help but liken myself to something more along the lines of ... https://youtu.be/ffpFLdFwhxA |
I was wearing my mp3 player so I had music that only I could hear. Unfortunately I didn't have access to a boombox for the videos. :/
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I went to a club one time where everyone got headphones with the same music on and were all dancing. It was surreal to take of the headphones and watch.
![]() Love your dancing, I love to watch dance, and to dance. ![]() |
Your story is so inspirational! I've been very bogged down, depressed, feeling the cost of so many bad choices in life and even bitterness for the need for making those those choices. I've been working long hours for little reward, spent yesterday doing nothing.
I did just buy myself a bike. I'd never been comfortable on one before, never on roads, but also because I'd hadn't had a proper fitting bike. I found a 26 tire with a 14 frame for a great price, put it together but still need to true the wheel. Is yours a 24 tire? How is it that some people are born for this world and species and others feel so alienated, so outside and uncomfortable? My earliest memories are of wanting to hide, wanting to get away, unwanted yet accommodated by a family wishing me to be someone else. I have no family now besides my sons, who I love more than anything and would do anything to for them. My mother is in a nursing home with alzheimers and I don't even to go, I feel no connection to go, no reason other than a weird kind guilt when you know everyone else expects me to be attached, have feelings, when I'm only her guardian out of a sense of duty. If I have any feeling it's resentment and wishing I'd detached myself long long ago Anyway, didn't mean to go all there-- i think I'll try and get my own bike trued and see if I can't make a friendship as you have I hope you heal soon ![]() |
You put me to shame. Yesterday I kinda got lost on my bike, but I know it wasn't more than 3 miles. My legs were so rubbery when I got off!
If not for seeing your post here I probably would have skipped this mornings ride. It wasn't long, but at least I got on it! You're so amazing! |
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