I go to a boarding school so am surrounded by the same people 24hrs a day, 7 days a week for most of the year. I find it easy to make friends, and I am especially close to the other girls in my house. We can talk to each other about anything, and spnd a lot of time just chatting about nothing.
But I dont really care about them.
I have never really cared about anyone in my life apart from my close family, and my pets. I Love my pets just as much as my family (which is the most I can, I dont mean I dont really love my family.) and much, much more than my friends.
I like them, but if any of them moved schools or left and I never saw them again I would pretend to be sad but wouldnt really be. And If I moved, I would just replace them with new friends and enjoy the change. Ive done it before.
And I would be more upset if one of my pets died than if the same thing happened to another person. Obviously I would be shocked and it would be terrible, but I wouldnt feel the real sadness I do whenever a pet dies, even if he/ she has been in my life for only a few weeks. When my best friend tried to kill herself I tried to be upset about it, but to be honest I couldnt really care less. It was just an exciting story to gossip about which is awful I know.
I wouldnt want to be alone and have no friends, but mainly because I dont want to be seen as someone who doesnt have any friends.
I get attached to boyfriends, for a few weeks until I get bored. But a lot of people are like this it seems.
Its even like I would rather lose a friend (as in moved away) than lose a piece of jewellery or money.
Is there something wrong with me? seriously. I was thinking about this today, and I really dont think its normal. Are any of you like this, honestly?