I don't really know what the deal is, but I feel as if I am losing a desire for food. I guess it just seems monotonous because it's hard to get creatie and do super cool things for just myself. When I cook for clients, it's always casserole in a dish, or something that isn't very 'cheffy'.
Anyways, it seems as if my non-desire to eat has moved beyond breakfast. I don't know if its that I don't want to spend the time at the end of the day to make food. I don't know if its that I don't want _______ cause I had it last week. I don't really know what the deal is.
I've got some pinto beans in the fridge right now, ready to go, less than 5 minutes on the stove top, but for some reason I'm not eating them. I'm not wanting to get in my car to get something new from the grocery store. I'm not trying to hop in the car and go to a restaurant.
Its weird, I guess I feel like I've lost my passion for the food that I'm going to eat, but when I do some sort of plate service for work I really enjoy it and have lots of fun and think its great/beautiful food, but I don't wanna eat it. And it's definitely not a lack of appetite.
p.s. not really sure of my intentions behind posting this.