how about you focus on just vegetarian?
Being vegan is strict- it's far more than just no meat, dairy or eggs-it's excluding anything made by the explotation of animals.
I don't even call myself a vegan anymore as I still take D3 that's made with lanolin, don't obsess over things like things that may be in breads or pizza crusts.
Strict vegetarians avoid all meat dairy and eggs but still give themselves leeway.
Start by changing your view on what food is, and what plant foods can replace meat in what you usually eat.
It is a big learing curve, but you will astounded by how much you didn't know! A plant based diet is really more varied than they usual meat centric diet. It's also incredibly clean, pratical, and can be much more affordable. It can be as healthy or unhealthy as you make it, as calorie rich or lean