i do gnat want to die.
on a serious note, though. i used to be afraid of death, thinking that was it. there was nothing. and having a fear of not knowing what would happen afterwards and fearing that "nothing". would everything just stop? would i end up in heaven? lots of questions. but i've been through quite a few hardships in the past 5-6 years and i've come to a point where i do not fear death. i've come to accept it and believe that when i do die, it's not going to be an end.
i found this quote not too long ago: "Buddhists see birth and death as mere concepts, not manifestations of reality. When someone dies, they are still with us, just in a different form. In this view, a continuation, a connection between people and nature persists because time is understood as being circular: nothing begins; nothing ends; it just is". so, do i want to die? i think i can finally say yes because i believe that nothing dies, it only changes form.