I'm all weirded out. I had a dream last night and I was doing voluntary work in Africa or such like. I was in a school helping children.
So (in real life) I applied for this job in Ghana doing some camerawork, the guy whose email it was, I'd worked with last time I was in Ghana. I was thinking I could again set myself up some voluntary in a school, last time we did some workshops and games, which was great fun. I was thinking we could do a show and film it and try selling it to help get some funding. The school I worked in has apparently closed, I guess through lack of money. The kids in the school were great, and in such a lovely village.
Anyway not heard back from him, but a very laddish friend has just told me he's off to Sri Lanka and it's given me an odd feeling I ought to go there and do that. Partly because I really wouldn't have expected him to do it, and also as it's such a big tragedy I feel I should be a part in the clear up. I just have this weird feeling I should be doing something! A lot of friends seem to be going away for travel/ work at the moment so I guess it's a great time to do something. My main downer with Sri Lanka is that it's i to i and I'm sure it's a really a great organisation, but I had a bad experience with them in the past. (it's not major they just sent me to a meeting that didn't exist and I lost a bit of respect/ trust for them) Obviously I could just go on my own, which would save all my money from being swallowed by an organsiation, though may be more risky without the backing of a big group.
Ah I just have a weird feeling in my stomach, not sure if it's fate, guilt or whatever, but I guess I should do something, seems like my dream was telling me,