this probably sounds like a wimpy calling, but even before I wanted to be a ballerina, I wanted to be a mommy. Even now that I know I haven't got the talent, figure, etc to be a ballerina and I'd never be able to make a real living out of it, I still want to be a mommy.
I also want to be an actress, but, again, it's not practical. If I could make money on my poetry, I'd do that, but that won't happen.
So I think today what I wanna be when I grow up is a mommy and a NICU nurse. Who also teaches dance and does musical theatre in all my nonexistent spare time.
so the conclusion I've come to is the same as I always have: I don't know what I'll do for the rest of my life, but I do know I'll be a mom.