I know how u feel gaya i felt the same way after i watched the my first video. I was very upset to see that too bc after the fur one (pam anderson) i refuse to watch any videos. I watched a second of it trying to figure out and hoping and praying that animal was dead. it wasn't. i instantly went into human hate mode too. some ppl are so f-ing sick. but we have 2 be grateful their are ppl like us fighting for animals. its a real damn shame that we cant do more then hold a sign or write a letter.