At least I think it's the hormones. I've got a lot of stuff going on right now and sometimes you just gotta cry, just gotta let it out and that's what I did tonight.
I'm probably pregnant. I'm two days late and will get a blood test on Monday. I knew I was pregnant with Dennis when I was only one day late so I'm pretty sure. It'd be a planned pregnancy and so its okay, it's just like there's no turning back now. I have never taken care of a kid who is so much work as Dennis and so to think that soon I will have two of them is kind of freaking me out. I don't know how I'll do it. Nobody ever said being a parent is easy and I want more than one kid, but now that I'm pretty certain another is on the way....I guess I'm just really nervous.
Anyways, other factors. My parents are in town for my graduation on Saturday. Those are two big deals right there. Shane (hubby) just got back from New York after a job interview. He mostly went to pressure his current job but now it's like do we stay or do we go. The town we'd be going to is called a village, not even a city. It's a population of 2,000. The college he'd work at would only have 900 students. His current job has 2,200 students.
So yeah a lot of stresses that kind of just built up and I needed to get them out and say somebody please hug me!