but every time i've gotten involved with another nurse, within a day it was the talk of the entire hospital. and then after a few weeks of groping in the elevators and the med rooms, it all comes crashing down. i just don't think i'm cut out for long term relationships, or at least i certainly don't want one at this time. then i've got to work with someone who is now a former ex that i've hurt with rejection on some level.
i am not sure exactly how to handle this. i say this after a good friend of mine quit after he broke up with his girlfriend, who also works here. i've got a superb job and it would really suck to lose it over that.
if i knew her some other way, i'm sure i'd already be in her pants. probably that sounds terrible to most women, but that's truly the way i think, or at least that's what i'm thinking with. i feel like i'm at the edge of a whirlpool. so this IS a form of torture. why does life have to suck like this?