There's something I just need to rant about, related to dating, but veganism plays a significant role and amplifies my current negative emotions (you'll see why).
Because it's long and I don't want to leave this up forever, I'll link it to a Google Document: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1...l1YOIZrlo/edit
I realize that in the grand scheme of things, it's a minor occurrence and mentally I know it's not the end of the world, but emotionally I'm just feeling down and I have had no one to vent to for awhile because they wouldn't fully understand as veganism plays a big role. It's not really about veganism, but it is a major factor in the situation, and I'd prefer to hear from people who have adopted that worldview.
I hope you people don't bash me for "endless whining", even though that's kind of what I end up doing in the document. Again, I understand that in the grand scheme of things, and when put in perspective, it's a minor occurrence. But one thing about me is that I also think a lot, a situation from every angle, so naturally I end up writing a lot, and therefore appear to dramatize it.
As I say in the original document, by the end, I'm not really looking for advice specifically as to what to do with her. Because it's clear at this point and there's nothing really to be done. I mainly came here as an outlet, to reach out to vegan folks who would be receptive to reading it and offer some basic solace.
Although I realize that I may have messed up a lot, it was mostly inevitable and to be expected. I have no experience in this regard prior to this, I was already in a bad spot, and I was really trying - but due to these factors, my emotions kept getting the best of me.