Spaz
January 25th, 2006, 05:10 PM
my mom has favored my brother my whole life, because our births were really close she always thought she didnt pay enough attention to him, and i've been paying for that forever.
for example:
for christmas when i was 13 i wanted a guitar, thats all i got for christmas because that was all i wanted, my brother kept taking it out of my room, and once i went to ask for it back and my mom told me to 'stop being such a bitch, because i never use it anyway' so i just let it go because i was so mad about it, my brother moved to pheonix with my other brother & when he came back the guitar was tottaly trashed, he said he was going to fix it but never did, he still has it, and he broke the amp i got with it too.
now on to whats going on now. ive had this really cheap phone for like a year, my mom got the same kind of phone and it only lasted for 2 MONTHS until she had to get a new one. my phone is broken now (it cracks during calls so bad you cant hear anything) my birthday is in like 9 days, and of course people are going to call. but its broken.
so today I asked my mom to go to her mobile provider site, and apparently the 'cheaper phones' (discount) wont work until feburary, my birthday is on the 4th, theres no way i would be able to get one in time for my birthday. so naturally i was dissopointed. then as im sitting there my mom starts adding up my bill(which i was aware i went over this month, she's been bugging me forever, i gave her like 20 dollars and i've been cleaning up the house like every day for like 2 weeks to make up for it). i already KNOW how much the bill is, but she sits there and adds it up and says "LOOK AT THIS, LOOK AT THIS NUMBER, THIS IS WHAT YOURE GETTING FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY."
then a few minutes later my brother walks in to ask for 20 bucks and she just gives it to him without even thinking about it, my brother had a job, he was supposed to be paying rent but he never did, now he quit his job & hes been bumming money off my mom for fast food and games and stuff, even though if i ask her to get something from the store she starts this big arguement about how theres enough food in the house! even though my brother gets fast food like 8 times a day. then every weekend he goes to another town to his friends house there, every WEEK he asks my mom for 40 bucks for gas, my dad has been telling her not to but she doesnt listen to him, yet anytime my dad says something bad about me she screams and yells until she doesnt have anything to say anymore, then gives me a bunch of stuff to do to 'make up for it' so in the light of my brother getting 40 bucks a week plus like 10 bucks a day for fast food & 20 bucks during the week anytime he wants to buy a game. my 70 dollar phone bill doesnt seem that bad.
but not to my mother, she's been bitching me out about it like every day for like 3 weeks, even though ive been trying to make up for it.
i just dont know what to do anymore. im not talking to her.
for example:
for christmas when i was 13 i wanted a guitar, thats all i got for christmas because that was all i wanted, my brother kept taking it out of my room, and once i went to ask for it back and my mom told me to 'stop being such a bitch, because i never use it anyway' so i just let it go because i was so mad about it, my brother moved to pheonix with my other brother & when he came back the guitar was tottaly trashed, he said he was going to fix it but never did, he still has it, and he broke the amp i got with it too.
now on to whats going on now. ive had this really cheap phone for like a year, my mom got the same kind of phone and it only lasted for 2 MONTHS until she had to get a new one. my phone is broken now (it cracks during calls so bad you cant hear anything) my birthday is in like 9 days, and of course people are going to call. but its broken.
so today I asked my mom to go to her mobile provider site, and apparently the 'cheaper phones' (discount) wont work until feburary, my birthday is on the 4th, theres no way i would be able to get one in time for my birthday. so naturally i was dissopointed. then as im sitting there my mom starts adding up my bill(which i was aware i went over this month, she's been bugging me forever, i gave her like 20 dollars and i've been cleaning up the house like every day for like 2 weeks to make up for it). i already KNOW how much the bill is, but she sits there and adds it up and says "LOOK AT THIS, LOOK AT THIS NUMBER, THIS IS WHAT YOURE GETTING FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY."
then a few minutes later my brother walks in to ask for 20 bucks and she just gives it to him without even thinking about it, my brother had a job, he was supposed to be paying rent but he never did, now he quit his job & hes been bumming money off my mom for fast food and games and stuff, even though if i ask her to get something from the store she starts this big arguement about how theres enough food in the house! even though my brother gets fast food like 8 times a day. then every weekend he goes to another town to his friends house there, every WEEK he asks my mom for 40 bucks for gas, my dad has been telling her not to but she doesnt listen to him, yet anytime my dad says something bad about me she screams and yells until she doesnt have anything to say anymore, then gives me a bunch of stuff to do to 'make up for it' so in the light of my brother getting 40 bucks a week plus like 10 bucks a day for fast food & 20 bucks during the week anytime he wants to buy a game. my 70 dollar phone bill doesnt seem that bad.
but not to my mother, she's been bitching me out about it like every day for like 3 weeks, even though ive been trying to make up for it.
i just dont know what to do anymore. im not talking to her.