cookiemonster
10-24-04, 06:29 PM
for the past year or so i've had a restrictive eating problem. not getting down extremely low, but about half what they say you should have. but 3 weeks ago i moved to college. since then i have been eating loads and loads... way more than they say you should have and most of it junk... it's just making me feel reallly crap and i'm getting really fat and bloated and i'm not doing exercise like i used to and i'm scared that because of all the restricting before it's gonna make me even fatter than i would get if i was just normal.. college is really intense and stressful too which i don't think is helping... i think part of the problem is that now i don't control most of my meals... it is doing what other people are doing and eating what other people are eating... but then eating what i want to eat aswell... i just don't know what to do... if i try and keep eating a normal amount each day i'm gonna put weight on cos i think i've messed up my metabolism. it would be ok if i had time to exercise properly, that would help, but i don't. :(